Happy New Year!
I did not see the new year in but I woke up and it was
January 1st 2013.
As I look back on 2012 I can say that I give a sigh of
relief that it’s over. It was a challenging year, lots of tears, heartache and
a lot of questions. Nearly every day I would get up and go through the motions hoping
that eventually I would ‘live’ again and want to get up.
I know that God is good all the time and that He has
remained faithful throughout 2012. He has walked beside me, holding me and
carrying me when I had no strength to get up and go on. He has provided me with
everything I needed including people who loved me even when I was unlovable,
people who understood that I was hurting even though they couldn’t fully
comprehend the pain and He has given me joys and surprising moments of laughter
to brighten up the bleak days.
I have no idea what 2013 holds! I don’t have a job or even
the prospect of a job as yet but I have saved enough money and God provides so
that it is not a major concern yet. It means I can take some time perhaps to
refocus, explore a little, take time to grow and learn to live again. I pray
that as the days unfold, God will make His purpose in my life known to me. 
Thank you for your continued love, support and prayers.
Thank you for not giving up on me even when I am all prickly and irritable. I
pray that God will continue to bless you in 2013 as you see His will in your
life. I know that God is faithful and He loves us so much that it is beyond our
comprehension. No matter what happens, God is good ALL the time!